so the past week has been absolutely horrible, but also good in a way. first i hunted quail for the first time on monday and we cooked them on the barby. it was so fun but i got sick from eating them. i dont think we cooked them long enough. so i still have the bb guns in my car and later that night me and jenson went to the casino. it wasnt working out at all and some indians who's names were probably something like the eagle is flying on the misty horizon were starting shit with everybody so we left before anything happened. then we are on our way to quest casino and some girl who was driving next to us saw the bb gun and thought it was real so she called the police because she said we intimidated her. so me and jenson got to spend the night in jail. it sucked but it was so fun too. its not bad at all. just watching all the crackheads and sluts come in was so funny. so we got out of jail at 4 in the morning and walked 5 or 6 miles to my car where we got pulled over. then i went home and slept for about 3 hours. so tuesday was spent trying to get a public defender for free and a court date. it was my moms birthday and she got so incredibly sloshed. we were at azteca so i drove her home while she was trashed. then other bad things happened later that night that i didnt think were necessary but they happened. i wish they didnt but in a way, im happy that everything happened the way it did. from tuesday night until yesterday, i learned the most about myself than i ever have in my life. i learned so many things about other people too. you know how sometimes you learn deep things about how a person is or what they have done? i learned so many of those things in the past 5 or 6 days. i put myself in good situations and didnt get anything out of it but felt better about it. i put myself in bad situations and got close to getting something out of it and could of for sure and i ab hated it. its hard to explain and everyone reading this probably has no idea what im talking about. i just learned alot about alot of people and how they are, my best friend brent, and some people that were very close to me and some that are very close to me. sometimes it sucks learning things about people and what they will do but its always good to know instead of being left in the dark. well i gotta go to my fighting class so ill be back. sorry if this was long and it didnt make sense. peace.

hey, wow its been a while since ive been on here. alot has happened in the last 5 months but not too much to talk about. ive pretty much decided to quit racing. im still kinda going back and forth with it but im leaning towards not doing it anymore. i havent gone riding in 2 months and its not because i havent had time. um ive been training really hard and just trying to push myself more and more everyday but i cant do that for a couple days. my elbow has been bothering me lately and i went to a friends dad cause hes a doctor and he said it was most likely a strain which isnt that bad but i still cant do a whole lot for a couple days. me and amanda are doing good. she is still amazing. since the last time i wrote in here i worked at subway for a few months and quit. people there take their jobs so seriously. they dont realize they work at subway. they arent curing cancer. pretty much just some dumb bitches. well ive been listening to alot of elliot smith lately. if you like howie day and that kinda acoustic stuff, definitely check it out. i start painting in a week. it should be a good job. its with a bunch of guys i graduated with and its outside. i know its gonna be hard but atleast it with some cool people. i dont really have anything else to talk about so peace.

hey, whats up everyone? not too much here. schools goin pretty good. the english class i was supposed to be in this quarter, well the teacher wanted us to read this 1,000 page book throughout the quarter and write papers on it while doing the original curriculum also so i said no thanks to that and dropped it and got into another english class. its the same class, just a different teacher and its so much better. u dont read anything. just write papers. its nice. everything else is goin good. last night at the casino, some guy hit a royal while playin my bonus on some pay gow and he made 1500 bucks so he flipped me 100 since it was on my bonus. it was pretty sweet. then i came up 30 also so i made out pretty nice. that means i can finally get my name and number ironed on my jersey. i think i might get some twinwalls also. amanda is still amazing and doin good. she got accepted to NAU and got a fatty scholarship with it. i cant apply to transfer until march but im pretty confident about it. they have the same standards as eastern and i got accepted there. plus, the only standard is that you have a 2.5 cumulative or higher when its out of state and i know ill easily have that so it should be good. atleast we both know well get in to eastern, well she will for sure. im already accepted so i dont have to apply. that will be nice to fall back on if we get scared and decide not to go to arizona. um i think thats all i have to say. well i hope everyone is doin good. peace.

hey whats up everyone? christmas was real good. i got a new chip set and a table. its pretty gangster. i also got new sprockets and a chain for my motorized bicycle. i meet with a trainer tomorrow. im pretty excited for it. right now my program in the gym is basically just bits and pieces from other peoples programs and i just kinda made my own that i think will work the best but it will be nice to talk to someone who has a degree with that kind of stuff. i just need to meet with him once. all i need is a program written out for me for what to do day in and day out. it will be nice to know that what im doing is working other than just hoping it is. me and amanda finished the 4th season of 24. if any of you havent seen it, the season premiere is january 15 on fox for season 5. season 4 was amazing. normally as series go on, they get worse, but i think season 4 was the best one yet. absolutely amazing. i go back to school on wednsday. im pretty excited for it. it will be real nice to be in classes that i want to be in. im taking psych 101, macro economics 201, intro to business, and english. it should be alright. i know psych will be interesting. english is going to suck pretty bad probably. well i dont really have anything else to write about. ive been playin poker alot lately. ive also been gettin into the guitar alittle more. its a good rally. i kinda want to try the electric alittle more but the acoustic is pretty fun. i like it alot. me and amanda are great. shes so amazing. i cant believe we have been together for a year and almost 3 months. amanda, i know i already told you this, but it seems like a month ago we were driving to taco time in the prelude listening to something corporate before the football game. thats crazy that i remember all that. but then it feels like we have been together forever. i love you so much sweetheart. always remember that. well im gonna go. peace.